When I look in your eyes, I don't want to look away. I smile at every word that comes out of your mouth, and when you smile back, I melt. Sometimes i wonder what I would do without you, not understanding how i got by before.
People who belong together stay together, despite major setbacks and disagreements. They may deal in fault and blame temporarily, but ultimately they work things out. Love conquers all; in sickness and in health。
I'll be there for you whatever happens and I know you'll be with me also. I feel your presence with me everywhere I am. To me, you're like my guardian angel except I'm not supposed to fall in love with them, but too bad. I already have.
Love is when that person reaches for your hand but touches your heart. It's when, if the person wasn't with you, you'd fall apart. Just seeing the person should be a treat. You cant get them out of your mind. When your around them, you feel safe. You can tell them anything, and you tell them everything. You always want to be with them. When you hear their voice, it soothes you inside. You don't have to be "cool" around them; you can just be yourself! You miss them even if you just talked to them five minutes ago. You dream about them and can't sleep at night 'cause you're thinking of them. You talk about them and your friends have to tell you to shut up. If you hug or kiss them, you definitely feel something. You can't get enough of that person.. Love isn't just a word.
I love you, and I probably always will, but we go days without having a meaningful conversation and I used to miss you so much when that would happen but it never seemed like you missed me. I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.
But days goes on and there are still times where I think of you and at those moments I wonder if you're thinking of me too. Surely you haven't forgotten all those great moments that we've spent together. Or have you? Its better for me not to hope because I don't want to get hurt yet again.
"I don't know if it's the way he says my name, or the way he catches me staring at him and pretends to not to notice the smile on my face. Maybe it's just the way he makes me feel about myself, even when I'm down. But when I look at him, I see all those memories of us. And i wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too. "
I'm so scared that one day I would really need to say this to you. I don't think that I'd last. But I'd be strong and put up a proud face and show you that I can be strong and still be the same girl that you had fell for.
You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairytales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete utter faith. Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, prince charming; they were so close you could taste them but eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairytale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is it's harf to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
And lastly to sum up my day/blog, I'd like to end with a quote that I really found to be very helpful and wise. Do what it says or else :)
The most selfish one-letter word - "I" Avoid it. The most satisfying two-letter word - "We" Use it. The most poisonous three-letter word - "Ego" Kill it. The most used four-letter word - "Love" Value it. The most pleasing five-letter word - "Smile" Keep it. The fastest spreading six-letter word - "Rumor "Ignore it. The hardest working seven-letter word - "Success" Achieve it. The most enviable eight-letter word - "Jealousy" Distance it. The most powerful nine-letter word - "Knowledge" Acquire it. The most essential ten-letter word - "Confidence" Trust it.
I love you stupid. You make me laugh. You make me cry. You help me learn the other side of me I never knew. I miss you when youre gone and I can't get enough of you when you're with me. You bring the sunshine into my life. You brighten up my days. I love you.
Btw, hey nick :) Guess what? Something of the above was for you xD Thank you for the shout. It really made my day =]
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